Friday, February 26, 2010

Dee gone to batam , class bonding trip . Which is like , im feeling so down nowadays . My lyfe's like th story book i've read all this while . Its as if , th story got to do with me .The petty details of my daily life are like dust suspended in th air. Bby , dont stay with me just out of curiosity , but dont leave me straight away okay ? Love does not make itself felt in th desire for copulation , but in th desire for shared sleep . Idontknow , my heart's like a glass shattered on th floor . No one understoods how i felt , thanks to peers for trying their best to comfort me . But , im trying my brst to think positive , but you .. you made me loose faith in myself . DEE : even if our relationship was a rotting umbilical cord linking th infant to its mother's womb forever , but i just cant bear seeing you walk off like that feeling so down. Tears rolled down , falling like raindrops , suddenly revealing th depths of my fragility every night . Did you know abt it ? well , no ones.
No enthusiasm , no inspiration . I guess i'm just an ordinary girl - more ordinary than most . Waiting fer you , for 3 hours was fucking worthless bby. Ohh , th smile you gave me was like a flower blossoming in a spring breeze , so ever delicate.We drove fast and smoothly, and th colours of our dream turned dark, its edges slowly curling up like th cracked valleys and black cliffs on th dark side of th moon.