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fifteen.A simple,easy going girl.
Im curious about things happening around me.Its okay to hate me~
im not at any loss though.
singleattached.
Having someone precious in mind (:
♥anak AZMAN
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Lastly,im super irriitating,
but it cant me helped.&& im can be at any mood.
LOVE(?) I consider.
I admit im a hypocrite,who doesnt ?
Double chocolate is part of me[:
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▪GOLD for th competition
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Friday, February 26, 2010
Dee gone to batam , class bonding trip . Which is like , im feeling so down nowadays . My lyfe's like th story book i've read all this while . Its as if , th story got to do with me .The petty details of my daily life are like dust suspended in th air. Bby , dont stay with me just out of curiosity , but dont leave me straight away okay ? Love does not make itself felt in th desire for copulation , but in th desire for shared sleep . Idontknow , my heart's like a glass shattered on th floor . No one understoods how i felt , thanks to peers for trying their best to comfort me . But , im trying my brst to think positive , but you .. you made me loose faith in myself . DEE : even if our relationship was a rotting umbilical cord linking th infant to its mother's womb forever , but i just cant bear seeing you walk off like that feeling so down. Tears rolled down , falling like raindrops , suddenly revealing th depths of my fragility every night . Did you know abt it ? well , no ones.No enthusiasm , no inspiration . I guess i'm just an ordinary girl - more ordinary than most . Waiting fer you , for 3 hours was fucking worthless bby. Ohh , th smile you gave me was like a flower blossoming in a spring breeze , so ever delicate.We drove fast and smoothly, and th colours of our dream turned dark, its edges slowly curling up like th cracked valleys and black cliffs on th dark side of th moon.
Everything , everything began like this. It all began on th glamorous & dazzling , yet fatigued and frail visage.That was th experiment.
I felt as if , i dont belong here , right now . idontknow who am i . Its just weird. I wanted to run away like a gust of wind and get back whr i once belonged.
Idontknow what to do,what that day it was,or who i was D:
I felt as if , i dont belong here , right now . idontknow who am i . Its just weird. I wanted to run away like a gust of wind and get back whr i once belonged.
Idontknow what to do,what that day it was,or who i was D:
♥our lips must always be sealed
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Tuesday, February 23, 2010
A woman's tears are like a rain of silver drumbeats; their special rhythm is catching, drumming on a soecial part of th onlooker's brain and driving her to the verger of tears as well .
♥our lips must always be sealed
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Saturday, February 20, 2010
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY MuhdNurHadiBinAzman <3
Ermm , where should i start ? Firstly , ure 17 already . Be a grow up ah kay ? You think i dont understand you which i actually do . Dont hang out outside too much hor , your family needs you lah bachin [: thanks fer th memory you gave me this few months . I really appreciate it alot and will treasure this moments . From hongkong till now , i really love you as friend , bestfriend , admirer , brother , cousin . haha (: Sorry fer being a bad bad naughty flirty girlfriend to you D: *sobs* heh ~ i've tried my best to change fer th better , i hope theres a difference (: IM FAT , MCM BABI :B hahahaa , ur're not okeeeh ? okay , lastly . i hope you will succeed in lyfe . ily <33 hee , imy like a child misses its blanket [:
woah , im in love with horoscope ^^
Ermm , where should i start ? Firstly , ure 17 already . Be a grow up ah kay ? You think i dont understand you which i actually do . Dont hang out outside too much hor , your family needs you lah bachin [: thanks fer th memory you gave me this few months . I really appreciate it alot and will treasure this moments . From hongkong till now , i really love you as friend , bestfriend , admirer , brother , cousin . haha (: Sorry fer being a bad bad naughty flirty girlfriend to you D: *sobs* heh ~ i've tried my best to change fer th better , i hope theres a difference (: IM FAT , MCM BABI :B hahahaa , ur're not okeeeh ? okay , lastly . i hope you will succeed in lyfe . ily <33 hee , imy like a child misses its blanket [:
woah , im in love with horoscope ^^
Here is your Today's Leo Horoscope
You're trying to figure out someone who's not making the most sense just now -- but thanks to the miracle of body language, you should be able to get a hold on them. It just takes a lot longer!
one december [:
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Friday, February 19, 2010
sweet sixteenth [:
HAHA , kay . happy sweet 16th birthday nururlsabrinaidris [:
heehee ~ may you achive in life hor ;DDD Sorry once again fer not celebrating your birthday today . anw , ily womaan [:
stay tall and healthy and hyper okaay ! its been along tyme since i hang out with you guys . I still remember all th good and bad times we've gone through together . From lepak-ing at skatepark to playing scrabbles (: HAHAHAHAHA . okaaay .
ince again , happy birthday my girl ^^
heehee ~ may you achive in life hor ;DDD Sorry once again fer not celebrating your birthday today . anw , ily womaan [:
stay tall and healthy and hyper okaay ! its been along tyme since i hang out with you guys . I still remember all th good and bad times we've gone through together . From lepak-ing at skatepark to playing scrabbles (: HAHAHAHAHA . okaaay .
ince again , happy birthday my girl ^^
♥our lips must always be sealed
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Monday, February 15, 2010
I love th way we sort things out together . Let it be th worst or th good ones (: Thanks god fer having you to be able to meet me . heehee ~ ehemehem ! ;p I feel honoured of having an opportunity to take good care of you bachin ! ;DD Hee . jyeah , even though kiter dah tak mcm so called together kan , i just felt that by this way , it makes me love you even more . like what you said , nothing last forever . right ? i actually saved your msges , all th good and bad ones . but you deleted them. how sad D: *sobs* I know you loved to th core , i can see that . hmmmmm .lyfes great when people fall in love , but before you getting into a relationship . you must think , are you ready to be hurt ? its not easy and act strong . Just be yourself keh hunneh ? I hope you an find your miss right girl . chey ~ really , look ! im not your future wifey hor D: Blm lagik working , monkey love . get it ? in malay , they say cinta monyet . but i hope we will be still in contact with other untuk selama nyaa [:
Okay , i've been spending alot of time together with you , which is good right ? say thanks to your mum fer sending me home and your big brothrt ans SHAFIQ nad fathimah , idk how to spell (?) Great bunch of people , as in family . lke minee too ! :DD vehveh hyper , i loike ;p
iloveyou.iloveyou .
girls ! remember ! if a guy wanted to have sex with you ,
means they dont love you sincerely .
They love you cos they wanted your dignity [:
means they dont love you sincerely .
They love you cos they wanted your dignity [:
♥our lips must always be sealed
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Sunday, February 14, 2010
Went to marina barrage . With hadee and my cute lil baby brother . Bcos i didnt get th chance to go with my friends tmrrw , so indeed i went with him . Its so called my best valentine day ever [: meet him at 3pm , small mac . my first tyme wearing a dress? which look a lil weird and i felt awkward th whole day . haha [: He say i look beautiful . Which is he is trying to be hilarious (?) haha! He called me , after receiving my msg i think . Suddenly cared fer me . pelik , pelik sungguh ! D: So went thr , and had fun :) Peopl thought that naufal is my SON ! ahhh D: Do i look like a mother , but i feel like a mother ~ hehe . Then got one OLD couple asked me , is that your son ? i said no , hes my youngest brother . and hadi is my second eldest brother (: heehee [: oh ! i saw sir tx just now ;p with family (: well , overall . i love today . hehe ^^ People had their valentine in couples . we do it uniquely , we had our own 'son' .
SYAAA , i can do th picassa thingy . check this out ! COOL [: only my face yg ugly ;p
which one do you prefer ? hehe , tag me ! :DDDDD
which one do you prefer ? hehe , tag me ! :DDDDD
♥our lips must always be sealed
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Saturday, February 13, 2010
Just finish editing my blog . PHEW ! It took me an hour to change th what .. code code thingy . So troublesome . Well oh well , spammers huh ? no time to entertain them . just banned them and track their ID will do . muahaha . im clever though i look stupid asshole-s ;p Its 2:23am and its like my first tyme this year sleep this LATE . hehe . I have someone in mind , why do i even bother to snatch your boyfee away ? This is stupidity D: Woaaah , doesn't mean you call me names , i will be scared . WOOO ~ haha , enough is enough .
Idk whats into me , im feeling so down . very down . i kept wondering why . Sometimes , i do something without realizing it . Its as if im in a dream . It happened to me yesterday . I suddenly felt so lonely , so insecure , so unaware of what happening ard me . Really . I feel like killing myself but its not worth it , im not th only one who feel this way . Theres more people out there feeling so down . Just not themselves .
hais , i think i had talk enough . so long then .
heh ~ good luck spammers (:
I think its time to forget about you dear . Even if its hard fer me to let go of you .
Idk what you're thinking , but you're just not yourself . IMY bby .
Please prove to me how much you loved me D:
Idk what you're thinking , but you're just not yourself . IMY bby .
Please prove to me how much you loved me D:
2nd post.
Stayed th whole day at home . my lil brother wanted to go airport . tgok airplane ;p But i no friend .so asked mimi , but she cant . then i got restless , so as my bro . have to do biology sommore ! Pfft ! I've made a record of not msging people using my phone ;p but today i can see that i can make it without msging people th whole day . Shows that im not a msg addict (: haha , lol-ness right ? eh ?? whr th spammer go ? scared ah ? lai lai , haha . okay . im webcaming with mimi and my cina cousin . haha , funny ah .know what ? check this out !
Here is your Tomorrow's Leo Horoscope
You can't be as clear as you'd like today, thanks to some serious weirdness rolling around in your mind. It's not that big a deal, really, as long as you can out off any serious, intense conversations for a bit longer.
Compatibility:Pisces
Mood:Indifferent
Lucky Color:Red
Lucky Number:28
Lucky Time of Day:2pm
its kinda of true .
are you ignoring me ? oh , mcm dulu ah kirekn . sembarang ah boy ?
mepek sak perangai . i thought i would be your only one. but i guess not . sad uhh ?
iloveyou (?)
are you ignoring me ? oh , mcm dulu ah kirekn . sembarang ah boy ?
mepek sak perangai . i thought i would be your only one. but i guess not . sad uhh ?
iloveyou (?)
Dont start this over and over again . It hurts me more bby .
well , i cant get you out of my mind bacen D:
well , i cant get you out of my mind bacen D:
♥our lips must always be sealed
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Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Firtsly , congrats fer being a librarian . Heh ! hope you do well . Dont end up tearing up th scores ! haha . joking (: Be a good girl hor , lead th section one day :DDD Take over my place , im so honored if you do that ^^
and i love you woman , remember . 9YEARSOFFRIENDSHIP !
&& DONT be like me , usless brat ;p
Members love ~
okaay , ily man ! :D
OHHH ! siti khadijah sulaiman ! congrats anw .
hope you will not be stress always .
Later more white hair okaay ! D:
okaaay , errmm . sorry fer being a sucky friend . who's not there fer you all times . i got reason ~
Later more white hair okaay ! D:
okaaay , errmm . sorry fer being a sucky friend . who's not there fer you all times . i got reason ~
ermmm , since you became th band major .
which is like , i can see even before th results . hehe :B
first priority , tkmo luper kwn kehh ? ^^
okay , till here then .
ily woman .
3 years of friendship (:
which is like , i can see even before th results . hehe :B
first priority , tkmo luper kwn kehh ? ^^
okay , till here then .
ily woman .
3 years of friendship (:
Psst ! ehhh , now you're free , unlike me , you can concentrate on your studies . Im nervous fer my Nlevel . Idk if i wanna go sec5 . idk abt my future . pfft ! tkmo sad sad ah kay ? im ALWAYS there fer you dear . just msg , i call you hor (:
whats has passed , let it be th past . dun recall as it may hurt you . thanks fer being a wonder-fullest friend even if we only meet during band hours .
pape picit ahhh , cheycheychey . now, your next project is your olevels hor . study hard . jiayous !
ilyilyily <3
WAH WAH WAH ! WINSTON ! ;DDD
section leader siahhhh ~ hope you TALK more hor ! pfft ! keep smiling smiling . alamak . be more matured wise hor , sec2 became section leader . cool pa ? like me became section leader 3 years in a row . idk what they see in me . .__.
Congratulations to the other members , those i've missed out .
Hope you guys lead th band into a better band . ily guys [:
Hope you guys lead th band into a better band . ily guys [:
Everything's torn apart now D:
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:30 PM
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Friday, February 5, 2010
Well , its been a long time since i've updated my blog . People are tempted to read my blog . I know my blog nice to read ;p HAH , lol . okaay , lyfes complicated now ): Let it be fer studies , love , family , FRIENDSHIP . actually my family great :DDDD
jyeah , went fer self practise . as usual . reached home late , as late as 7pm nowadays . heh .
band band band ._.
hmm , i believe in fate . yes i do hor !
look , if we're not meant fer each other , whats th use of being together kan ? lol-ness .
im trying to start anew .
youyou , theres more fishes out there . waiting fer you to fish them .
EHH , asl kau nak masuk campur hal kiter ? kiter nyer pasal uhh nk jumper ke tak , nak msg ke tak . perangai .... tsktsk . idk (?) because of your friend . i think there's no more 'us' . haha . lets stay this way . i feel better . im sure you feel that way too right ? :O
ttm , all this stuff actually doesnt meant anything to me .
i know you miss me , you think i dont ?
ASSS -.-
Thanks fer being a good listener my dear sya (: *smiles*
ermmm , 9 years of friendship hor ! :DDDDD
jyeah , went fer self practise . as usual . reached home late , as late as 7pm nowadays . heh .
band band band ._.
hmm , i believe in fate . yes i do hor !
look , if we're not meant fer each other , whats th use of being together kan ? lol-ness .
im trying to start anew .
youyou , theres more fishes out there . waiting fer you to fish them .
EHH , asl kau nak masuk campur hal kiter ? kiter nyer pasal uhh nk jumper ke tak , nak msg ke tak . perangai .... tsktsk . idk (?) because of your friend . i think there's no more 'us' . haha . lets stay this way . i feel better . im sure you feel that way too right ? :O
ttm , all this stuff actually doesnt meant anything to me .
i know you miss me , you think i dont ?
ASSS -.-
Thanks fer being a good listener my dear sya (: *smiles*
ermmm , 9 years of friendship hor ! :DDDDD
iloveyou pantaat ! (: hehe , BODOH ! STUPID ! IDIOT ! MORON !
your looks doesnt matter .
ilove the way you protect me :B
looks like everything falling apart D:
i've never thought of forgetting you , i've never will .
i just hate your friend , it really affects me . i hate him . just hope he and his jelly hate each other fer lyfe and no ones gonna love hym ass hole botak head fucker .
♥our lips must always be sealed
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