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Love is our Resistance
They'll keep us apart, they won't stop breaking us down

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fifteen.A simple,easy going girl.
Im curious about things happening around me.Its okay to hate me~
im not at any loss though.
singleattached.
Having someone precious in mind (:
♥anak AZMAN
TemanTapiMesra♥♥
Lastly,im super irriitating,
but it cant me helped.&& im can be at any mood.
LOVE(?) I consider.
I admit im a hypocrite,who doesnt ?
Double chocolate is part of me[:

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Did I hear someone said "cheese" or "chocolate"?

▪that $10 dressgreen contactsMARINA BARRAGE outing !
bursary moneey
▪get dress from cotton on▪new earpiece
new shoesnew clothes▪
▪girls day out▪hongkong trip !
GOLD for th competition
▪concert !dye natural brown
Flyer with bby !▪loose weight in one/two months! :DD
New bag , i guess (?)▪Lead a happy life ! :B


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Saturday, October 31, 2009


Having cramps all over my body .
just because of playing th playground on Thursday , after doing th CIP .
haha , so long nvr play th playground. kinda miss it though (:
Had my mum to help me massage my legs , very pain !
so went to band today , still had 300 pumpings and 2 time to clean th band rm .
wth ):
Done 100 pumpings just now , so left with 200 . still a lot okaay !
den went down to run .. sectionals .
hmm , very tired today .
veryvery . O:
getting ready for th competition , and performance . im so excited ! :D
after band,went home alone . and im having a habit of sleeping in th bus every saturday after band ! O: buy 3pratatelur and bread .
after eating,play guitar hero 3 , expert liaaoooo ~
Sleepsleep , woke up when my mum say theres pizza waitin for me ^^
&& blog~

Why am i feeling down nowadays ? Is it my fault or his ?
idontknow . i dun wanna fall in love anymore . i cant take it .Hes urs bitch .
go take him , stop giving him hopes ass. :)
Im tired of it liao . im giving you space okaaay .
bye love ~

syakiran.


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10:58 PM

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Today last day of reverie . idk how to spell =p
we did quite .... hmmm . bad ? good ?
idk luhh ehy ~
so we didnt went into class the whole day :D Best seyh !
we had mr hafiz talk in the morning , funny la him . he showed his photo when he was sec 4?
FAT siaah ! he was labelled as babi :x
Den he told us his life story den diet laa , that laa , this laa den he showed us his skinny pic .
damn skinny laaa . haha . den had our recces , which was just fer 15 minutes . pathetic seyh .
then went up to the music room fer an activity . funfunfun ! :D
we do mcm stomp gitu . nice~
cinoneh people tahh , cannt kene noisy but they ARE noisy themselves -.-
lol uhh .
den end school early , best best ! (:
had sectionals , kinda stress but fun laaa .

monday
went to watch movie with yani , sab,ngn farahin .
had fun (:
sayang dieorg :D
took alot of pics with semut ~
post it next tyme ! :D





Iloveyoubby.
i try not to be so desperate okay ? cox im not(:

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11:14 PM

Sunday, October 25, 2009

HAPPY 12 BDAE TO YOUUU (:
stayed at homee . as in rot (?)
very bored but fun , haha . Im getting addicted to giutar hero2 on ps2 .~
woohoo ! im an expert noww (:
i get to run th notes on th controller , heh !
so its zahin birthday , kak mirah bought him a chocolate cake , so long didnt hav any cake ):
so celebrate and msg hyyym ~
he replied , which is a good thing kan ? heh .
i think yas has told hym abt dat tyme , hmm .. myb ?
but he sti;; 'LOVES' his ttm , booddoohh O:
hais , i will get him . fer suree kan yanni ! :D

insyaallah we will be together okay kiki ? :D
hahaha, th name was fer fun~
imissyou la bby .
soon , you will be mine .( evil laugh! )

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10:22 PM

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Woke up at 630 early in th morning to pray ! Very sleepy okaaay , slept late ytd cox got this person is trying to teach a lesson to me uh kononkonon ~
so siapsiap go city hall to take bursary then came across my primary school friend . (:
mcm ah beng , th way he talks and sit . But when it comes to going up th stage to take th cheque , he told me hes scared . gundu seyhh . (:
den make new friends , change numbers and stuffs . quite fun ~
th food there so hard , eeew . not nice :(


you betrayed us ):
So go home , change and went out again to meet faizah , mashita and afiqaah .
was supposed to meet si tabla to giv his form , abeh si gundu tu ader interview . tsk O:
so went plaza singapura to see GU JUN PYO . I was in th crowd , then me and afiqah while faizah and mashita . I planned to push people but den nnti people mrh . Den da bingit so i push people but i blamed th person bhind me. laawl =p
came across this one auntie (?) she told me ,' tolak jekk dokk ! tkyah kesah ! ' den i look at her and smile , so me and her teamwork-ed pushing th woman and girls in front of us . leaving afiqah alone bhind , poor girl O: Then found out that GU JUN PYO is NOT cming ! )':
mcm nk cry okaaay ! omg , our effort was worthless . tk baek tau GU JUN PYO !
i go to your hotel and rape you ! afiqaah ! lets go !
go every hotel and check ! :D
But its a good experience , very fun . get th chance to see th security gets angry , th face turning red mcm pakai blusher ! :x
Since we didnt get to see GU JUN PYO , den we decided to walk walk at HMV to look out fer korean pop songs . den went home . coz tired liaaaaoooo ~





You seems busy nowadays , imissyoutruckloads.
syakiran .

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9:36 PM

Friday, October 23, 2009


BOO ! haha , didnt posted fer a few days . yeah , im too tired as im so busy with bandband nowadays yaaa .
So go home sleepsleep & sleep =.=
get our results back ! O: veryvery dissapointing laa .
heh , most of it fail ? especially combined humanities . hais . apa nk jadi ??
but then , cannot do anything else rytee ? (:
so , lets just pray and hope i wont retain yeah ?
cross our fingers , hand , hairs , toes , everything laaa ~
heh .

BFF ! :D
im happy that i get to control myself , to be patient ! ini semue hanya satu cobaaan kn kn ?
i wanted to resume msging hym by __ november . (:
heh , but i really really miss him . mcm nk ajak die klua uhhh .
but paiseeyh =p
i wanna let it be official can ? 0.o

tmrrw shud be going to see LEE MIN HO !!
hahaha , hot hot (:
so cannot sbaar ! :D mesti take picturee !
aaaaah ! khadijaaah ! i will hug himm =p

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10:53 PM

Thursday, October 22, 2009

see!myadeeek cute kaaaan (:

Life sucks . really . idk what to react . idk what to say .
I think i had enough . I think im putting to an end to this . But i cant stop thinking abt you luh bacen . You're lyke a drug to me . An addictive one . Bby , i know its not the true you when you are with them ,its just the 'acting' part of you. Its not th ACTUAL you .
I want you . I need you . idk uhh .
hais . But i just leave you fer th moment now okay ??(:
i know you wont miss me . But you always say harsh words towards me but i stayed calm and tried my best to get near you .
but its also up to you , but then mesti ade isi hati perut uh .
You think of urself , baceeen uhh .
hais . Im not giving up GOOOOOONG (:

To love someone is so not easy~

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12:22 AM

Tuesday, October 20, 2009


Happy belated birthday to amsyar ! (:
Daa big tau , mesti tawu jage diri okehh ! Jgn naughty2 .
andd , jyeaah . Had our very last paper today , which is art.
3 hours sitting on th chair , think its easy uhh? My butt was warm after sitting fer along tyme ! haha , stress okay , think art easy uhh ?
i slept late ytd , since i hav to finish my artwork . had cramps all over my fingers . hoho ~
now, can relax liaaao ! :D
no more exams , so in th mood fer holidays . Im scared fer promotion day ):

Yesterday meet yanii , khaty and sab . Do our art (:
but at th end we didnt finish . lol uhh .
yelaaah , girls kn . we talked alot , as in GOSSIP . hoho .
wanna found out ? ask us ! haha .
okaaay , laaawl .

imissyou.iloveyou.ilikeyou.iadmireyou.
ilikeEVERYSINGLEthingaboutyoubby.

Falling in love is th second best thing in th world . Finding you is th first.

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9:17 PM

Friday, October 16, 2009


Cute kan2 ! :D
well ,thanks fer being there fer me okay willy wonka , lady gaga . ahahahaha .
we got our maths paper and english paper2 with oral today ):
quite saddening ughh ....
with th results i get , haiyoo .
jyeaaah , you guys shud know what i meant kan .
Final Year was damn though .
mr wan said , who ever gets 40 and above is considered good , cox th paper he set is th express standard .
so i get __ and im still considered good ! :D
Im sad fer myself , and my classmates too .
see them comforting each other when we are feeling down is so touching .
Sunshine 2 ! its okay , you hav tried your best rytee ?? O.o
so dun worry alot alot okaay (: Th other sunshine will always be there fer you . IPW group , jiayouuu !
I hope i wont get retained , i confident i wont .
Left with tuesday ,art . English was dissapointing though . Khadijah got th top(?) fer oral i guess .


Whaaat onlyy si dekktu , if you hav tried ur best and think you can do betta den her , tk yah nk bingit2 ngn kwn aku uhhh . She pass and its her luck whaaat . Yg kau nk geram2 apasal ?
hmpf .kau yg tk uat btol2 tu ... ape sajerrr . tkper luhh . da bgs tu skola dah nk dkt hbs . tkyah tgok muker kau lagik .ngn anjings kau tuu .

Went fer th briefing in th band room . Oh , get to see my conductor . imisshim lotss ! (:
We are going overseas ! wheee~
im so cannt wait !!! (: band resume on wednesdaaaay ):
was planning to eat on that day but ader banddd . So we hav to cancel it .
hmm , myb go on thursdaaay (?) pape plan duluu uhhhkk .

So im considered irritating to you ? ):
whyy , i tried so much to get to know youuu . im not giving up , cox i know its a regretful thing to do .But just prove to me dat my decision is worth it okaaay? i hope you get what i meant.. and bff , thanks okay . i Know you and hym hav helped me alot . But he find me irritating . den how am i supposed to 'contact' with himm? once a week ? i will msg hym once a week okay ?anw , thanks alot semuut . I dun wanna gadohgadoh uhhh . th way you talk or msg mcm i did smething wrong ):

i♥youbby.

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4:44 PM

Thursday, October 15, 2009



At last ! written exams are finally over !!
:D
left with art . prep work not done !! hais . its like i havent finish some of it .
then its a THREE hours paper . But only drawing , so , easy~
aiming to get A1 fer art , idk if i can get that (?)
tmrrw , mr wan is going through th maths paper , only fifteen passes .
Its so little !):

im so nervous fer tmrrw , idk if i'll pass my maths . but 50-50 i think i fail .
i've made alot of mistakes . O:


gaaaawd , im sorry okay bff ): I was bored then , nk klua .
so i ajak kau uhhh .

den i just realised that i've got no money O:
sorry laaah .
okayokay?(:


im starting to miss you now , hais .
i wanted to get close with you .
can i?

iyoubby.

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9:37 PM

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Maths paper was damn damn hard okaaaay ):
paper onee was kinda hard , kinda easy .tk tawu uhh .
STRESSS ! O:
kaykay , dun want talk abt maths anymore , focus on th rest .
time flies so fast , now left with social studies , chem , malay and art.
OMG ! art havent finish ! hais , wanted to study social studies just now but cant get it into my brain . mcm susah gitu~
i think i have to work on my combine humanities ):
well , its just this week . then can relaxed after examinations ends .
ohh , i cant wait fer holidays .

ohhh , idk why i lyked to see people's facebook . mcm fun gituk kan~
hahah .



xoxo

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Monday, October 12, 2009

Hais ,didnt expect bio was quite easy i supposed (:
geography was HELL !
I woke up , was kinda nervous fer th papers and its th first tyme im so worried sick ! O:
I was doing th biology , then my perutt gave me problems ):
so i was lyke trying to calm myself down .
Then got to study fer geog , mush2 more stress ! O:
ate nuggets but still hungry . haha . walked to toilet a few times but still cant shit .
pathetic kan2 !

yahhhh , zayyanii (:
idk what you meant =p
haha , but im WAITING fer hym (:
hehe , have faith and patience ~
aku sayang smaa diaaa ;D but , idk if he will accept me one daaay .
:(

8 moreee daaays (:

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Saturday, October 10, 2009

I think im starting to miss this guy (:


Jyeaah , stayed at home . STUDY STUDY STUDY !
fer this week , goonna concentrate on my studies ):

swaay , im having my bio and geography papers on th same daaay :(
im so stressed out now !
omg ,bio tau !!! O: Someone told me to read ten year series , i would help .
i guess ? okay , i try dat way okeh ! (:

will post longer after exams !!





I dont know if to give up to continue waiting fer you bby ):



10 more daaays~

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11:19 PM

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Tmmrw is my first paper , fer english . Im not that worry abt it , but sway seyhh .
We are having Geo and Bio on th same day ! O:
WHAT TH ?!
haha , now all of us struggling lyke hell ~
hais . :(
english gonna be easy, i was lucky to get mr r.john to become my oral teacher !! :B
next week is nightmare !! O:
EXAM EXAMS EXAMS !!!

Mr haddad went in our class,relief ms neoo .
eheheheh , he is so fcuking CUTEE !
with that curly hair of his . && phyllis , he look more cute with hair !!
^^
gaaaaaawd . i cant wait fer my holidaaays .
mesti adaaaa band (: can meet hyyym ~
khadijah you know what i meant jyeeah (:



idk if to give up or not , all i know is that i dun wan to regret with my decisions.

iloveyou more den anyone else . and i changed fer you .
i hope you realise what i hav done fer you .
pls forget her , move on with lyfee bby .
she treat you as friend , jgn shiok sendiri . yarh its true we wont get what we want in lyfe .You wont get her even if you wait .
get it?(:


12 More daays~(:

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11:43 PM

Wednesday, October 7, 2009


Nothing much today .
woke up , go school . My day today sucks ~
pissed off ngn ridhwan 3t . Keep disturbing me and iman .
whatthfcuk laaaa . O:

youuu oh yoouuuu ..
i hope all my hardwork is not worthless okehh ?
i change fer you , and im sincerely waiting fer you(:

its okaaay , we start of as friends .
as loong as you will gimme a chance to love you ,
i'll try my very best okay bby ? <3

13 more daays ~

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10:11 PM

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Unknown people kept msging me . hais .mls nk lyn uhhh .
This how he go,
Him : heylow (: boleh kenal2?
Me : err , you are?
Him : Im ... from bedok south .
Me : who gave my number to you ?
Him : a frined of mine from tampines sec .
Me : Ohh , so you not going to tell ? then too bad , BYE .
Him : abeh jual mahal ??

then im so not going to lyn that guy ..ahaahhah .
fuck kan , people giving my numbers away . thinking that i will lyn their friends . fuck off~
so on friday went jln rayer with them. Was fun ! ;D
many things happened , we even get stuck in th lift !! O:
haha , so im not gonna to tell everything .

today , stayed at home . was doing art and fell asleep~
very tirred okehh !
sp meet yanii at night and went popluar to buy stuffs fer art ;D
eat at mac and talked2 (:

its getting late now , i have to sleep :(

mum starting to nag , my eyelids are getting heavy .

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Thursday, October 1, 2009

Today i was very tired , idk why ! O:
woke up fer school , my mother was lyke nagging ... -.-

She shouted at me .. 'FILZAH ! da pukul enamempatpuluh ! tk tawu bgn pe ? gasak filzah uh ! ' hahahah . funny though~
so took 28 to interchange , then saw hin in th bus !
so we took 67 to school .
I was very hungry today , idk why ?
so i buy a hotdog roll and a cream puff .
so reached school .
Went training room to take our breakfast , got bread ! ;D
i was lyke so happy ! fisrt period bio , swaaaaay...... !
i was half dead when th next period was mother tongue .. -.-

hahahahah , wei ming steam seyyy . he watch porn in class~



















fucking pissed off with that fellow ! tk happy ckp uhh !nabei cheebai .

hmpf , tkper .
one daay , people will tend to hate you .
get away from you , even your dogs biatcch !



hais , yesterday was a disaster O: shud have talked to hym, hais .
i wanna turn back th clock !!!
ohhh pleaseee !
but , i just know hym for one weeek ,
come on filzah !

you dunno th inner part of hym !
for goodness sake ! ):

went to inter with danial and naufaaal <3


buy stuffs !! and took photo of naufal just now!
cute tawww~








































Tmrrw jln rayaaa !~

must take lot of pics (:



YANII ZAYYANI , thanks fer everything . ily (:

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