They'll keep us apart, they won't stop breaking us down
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fifteen.A simple,easy going girl.
Im curious about things happening around me.Its okay to hate me~
im not at any loss though. singleattached.
Having someone precious in mind (: ♥anak AZMAN TemanTapiMesra♥♥
Lastly,im super irriitating,
but it cant me helped.&& im can be at any mood. LOVE(?) I consider.
I admit im a hypocrite,who doesnt ? Double chocolate is part of me[:
Having cramps all over my body . just because of playing th playground on Thursday , after doing th CIP . haha , so long nvr play th playground. kinda miss it though (: Had my mum to help me massage my legs , very pain ! so went to band today , still had 300 pumpings and 2 time to clean th band rm . wth ): Done 100 pumpings just now , so left with 200 . still a lot okaay ! den went down to run .. sectionals . hmm , very tired today . veryvery . O: getting ready for th competition , and performance . im so excited ! :D after band,went home alone . and im having a habit of sleeping in th bus every saturday after band ! O: buy 3pratatelur and bread . after eating,play guitar hero 3 , expert liaaoooo ~ Sleepsleep , woke up when my mum say theres pizza waitin for me ^^ && blog~
Why am i feeling down nowadays ? Is it my fault or his ? idontknow . i dun wanna fall in love anymore . i cant take it .Hes urs bitch . go take him , stop giving him hopes ass. :) Im tired of it liao . im giving you space okaaay . bye love ~
syakiran.
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10:58 PM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Today last day of reverie . idk how to spell =p we did quite .... hmmm . bad ? good ? idk luhh ehy ~ so we didnt went into class the whole day :D Best seyh ! we had mr hafiz talk in the morning , funny la him . he showed his photo when he was sec 4? FAT siaah ! he was labelled as babi :x Den he told us his life story den diet laa , that laa , this laa den he showed us his skinny pic . damn skinny laaa . haha . den had our recces , which was just fer 15 minutes . pathetic seyh . then went up to the music room fer an activity . funfunfun ! :D we do mcm stomp gitu . nice~ cinoneh people tahh , cannt kene noisy but they ARE noisy themselves -.- lol uhh . den end school early , best best ! (: had sectionals , kinda stress but fun laaa .
monday went to watch movie with yani , sab,ngn farahin . had fun (: sayang dieorg :D took alot of pics with semut ~ post it next tyme ! :D
Iloveyoubby. i try not to be so desperate okay ? cox im not(:
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11:14 PM
Sunday, October 25, 2009
HAPPY 12 BDAE TO YOUUU (:
stayed at homee . as in rot (?) very bored but fun , haha . Im getting addicted to giutar hero2 on ps2 .~ woohoo ! im an expert noww (: i get to run th notes on th controller , heh ! so its zahin birthday , kak mirah bought him a chocolate cake , so long didnt hav any cake ): so celebrate and msg hyyym ~ he replied , which is a good thing kan ? heh . i think yas has told hym abt dat tyme , hmm .. myb ? but he sti;; 'LOVES' his ttm , booddoohh O: hais , i will get him . fer suree kan yanni ! :D
insyaallah we will be together okay kiki ? :D hahaha, th name was fer fun~ imissyou la bby . soon , you will be mine .( evil laugh! )
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10:22 PM
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Woke up at 630 early in th morning to pray ! Very sleepy okaaay , slept late ytd cox got this person is trying to teach a lesson to me uh kononkonon ~ so siapsiap go city hall to take bursary then came across my primary school friend . (: mcm ah beng , th way he talks and sit . But when it comes to going up th stage to take th cheque , he told me hes scared . gundu seyhh . (: den make new friends , change numbers and stuffs . quite fun ~ th food there so hard , eeew . not nice :(
you betrayed us ): So go home , change and went out again to meet faizah , mashita and afiqaah . was supposed to meet si tabla to giv his form , abeh si gundu tu ader interview . tsk O: so went plaza singapura to see GU JUN PYO . I was in th crowd , then me and afiqah while faizah and mashita . I planned to push people but den nnti people mrh . Den da bingit so i push people but i blamed th person bhind me. laawl =p came across this one auntie (?) she told me ,' tolak jekk dokk ! tkyah kesah ! ' den i look at her and smile , so me and her teamwork-ed pushing th woman and girls in front of us . leaving afiqah alone bhind , poor girl O: Then found out that GU JUN PYO is NOT cming ! )': mcm nk cry okaaay ! omg , our effort was worthless . tk baek tau GU JUN PYO ! i go to your hotel and rape you ! afiqaah ! lets go ! go every hotel and check ! :D But its a good experience , very fun . get th chance to see th security gets angry , th face turning red mcm pakai blusher ! :x Since we didnt get to see GU JUN PYO , den we decided to walk walk at HMV to look out fer korean pop songs . den went home . coz tired liaaaaoooo ~
You seems busy nowadays , imissyoutruckloads. syakiran .
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9:36 PM
Friday, October 23, 2009
BOO ! haha , didnt posted fer a few days . yeah , im too tired as im so busy with bandband nowadays yaaa . So go home sleepsleep & sleep =.= get our results back ! O: veryvery dissapointing laa . heh , most of it fail ? especially combined humanities . hais . apa nk jadi ?? but then , cannot do anything else rytee ? (: so , lets just pray and hope i wont retain yeah ? cross our fingers , hand , hairs , toes , everything laaa ~ heh .
BFF ! :D im happy that i get to control myself , to be patient ! ini semue hanya satu cobaaan kn kn ? i wanted to resume msging hym by __ november . (: heh , but i really really miss him . mcm nk ajak die klua uhhh . but paiseeyh =p i wanna let it be official can ? 0.o
tmrrw shud be going to see LEE MIN HO !! hahaha , hot hot (: so cannot sbaar ! :D mesti take picturee ! aaaaah ! khadijaaah ! i will hug himm =p
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10:53 PM
Thursday, October 22, 2009
see!myadeeek cute kaaaan (:
Life sucks . really . idk what to react . idk what to say . I think i had enough . I think im putting to an end to this . But i cant stop thinking abt you luh bacen . You're lyke a drug to me . An addictive one . Bby , i know its not the true you when you are with them ,its just the 'acting' part of you. Its not th ACTUAL you . I want you . I need you . idk uhh . hais . But i just leave you fer th moment now okay ??(: i know you wont miss me . But you always say harsh words towards me but i stayed calm and tried my best to get near you . but its also up to you , but then mesti ade isi hati perut uh . You think of urself , baceeen uhh . hais . Im not giving up GOOOOOONG (: To love someone is so not easy~
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12:22 AM
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Happy belated birthday to amsyar ! (: Daa big tau , mesti tawu jage diri okehh ! Jgn naughty2 . andd , jyeaah . Had our very last paper today , which is art. 3 hours sitting on th chair , think its easy uhh? My butt was warm after sitting fer along tyme ! haha , stress okay , think art easy uhh ? i slept late ytd , since i hav to finish my artwork . had cramps all over my fingers . hoho ~ now, can relax liaaao ! :D no more exams , so in th mood fer holidays . Im scared fer promotion day ):
Yesterday meet yanii , khaty and sab . Do our art (: but at th end we didnt finish . lol uhh . yelaaah , girls kn . we talked alot , as in GOSSIP . hoho . wanna found out ? ask us ! haha . okaaay , laaawl .
Falling in love is th second best thing in th world . Finding you is th first.
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9:17 PM
Friday, October 16, 2009
Cute kan2 ! :D
well ,thanks fer being there fer me okay willy wonka , lady gaga . ahahahaha . we got our maths paper and english paper2 with oral today ): quite saddening ughh .... with th results i get , haiyoo . jyeaaah , you guys shud know what i meant kan . Final Year was damn though . mr wan said , who ever gets 40 and above is considered good , cox th paper he set is th express standard . so i get __ and im still considered good ! :D Im sad fer myself , and my classmates too . see them comforting each other when we are feeling down is so touching . Sunshine 2 ! its okay , you hav tried your best rytee ?? O.o so dun worry alot alot okaay (:Th other sunshine will always be there fer you . IPW group , jiayouuu ! I hope i wont get retained , i confident i wont . Left with tuesday ,art . English was dissapointing though . Khadijah got th top(?) fer oral i guess .
Whaaat onlyy si dekktu , if you hav tried ur best and think you can do betta den her , tk yah nk bingit2 ngn kwn aku uhhh . She pass and its her luck whaaat . Yg kau nk geram2 apasal ?hmpf .kau yg tk uat btol2 tu ... ape sajerrr . tkper luhh . da bgs tu skola dah nk dkt hbs . tkyah tgok muker kau lagik .ngn anjings kau tuu .
Went fer th briefing in th band room . Oh , get to see my conductor . imisshim lotss ! (: We are going overseas ! wheee~ im so cannt wait !!! (: band resume on wednesdaaaay ): was planning to eat on that day but ader banddd . So we hav to cancel it . hmm , myb go on thursdaaay (?) pape plan duluu uhhhkk .
So im considered irritating to you ? ):whyy , i tried so much to get to know youuu . im not giving up , cox i know its a regretful thing to do .But just prove to me dat my decision is worth it okaaay?i hope you get what i meant..and bff , thanks okay . i Know you and hym hav helped me alot . But he find me irritating . den how am i supposed to 'contact' with himm?once a week ? i will msg hym once a week okay ?anw , thanks alot semuut .I dun wanna gadohgadoh uhhh . th way you talk or msg mcm i did smething wrong ):
i♥youbby.
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4:44 PM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
At last ! written exams are finally over !! :Dleft with art . prep work not done !! hais . its like i havent finish some of it . then its a THREE hours paper . But only drawing , so , easy~ aiming to get A1 fer art , idk if i can get that (?) tmrrw , mr wan is going through th maths paper , only fifteen passes . Its so little !): im so nervous fer tmrrw , idk if i'll pass my maths .but 50-50 i think i fail . i've made alot of mistakes . O:
gaaaawd , im sorry okay bff ):I was bored then , nk klua . so i ajak kau uhhh . den i just realised that i've got no money O: sorry laaah . okayokay?(:
im starting to miss you now , hais . i wanted to get close with you . can i? i♥youbby.
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9:37 PM
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Maths paper was damn damn hard okaaaay ): paper onee was kinda hard , kinda easy .tk tawu uhh . STRESSS ! O: kaykay , dun want talk abt maths anymore , focus on th rest . time flies so fast , now left with social studies , chem , malay and art. OMG ! art havent finish ! hais , wanted to study social studies just now but cant get it into my brain . mcm susah gitu~ i think i have to work on my combine humanities ): well , its just this week . then can relaxed after examinations ends . ohh , i cant wait fer holidays .
ohhh , idk why i lyked to see people's facebook . mcm fun gituk kan~ hahah .
xoxo
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10:19 PM
Monday, October 12, 2009
Hais ,didnt expect bio was quite easy i supposed (: geography was HELL ! I woke up , was kinda nervous fer th papers and its th first tyme im so worried sick ! O: I was doing th biology , then my perutt gave me problems ): so i was lyke trying to calm myself down . Then got to study fer geog , mush2 more stress ! O: ate nuggets but still hungry . haha . walked to toilet a few times but still cant shit . pathetic kan2 !
yahhhh , zayyanii (: idk what you meant =p haha , but im WAITING fer hym (: hehe , have faith and patience ~
aku sayang smaa diaaa ;D but , idk if he will accept me one daaay . :(
8 moreee daaays (:
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9:57 PM
Saturday, October 10, 2009
I think im starting to miss this guy (:
Jyeaah , stayed at home . STUDY STUDY STUDY ! fer this week , goonna concentrate on my studies ):
swaay , im having my bio and geography papers on th same daaay :( im so stressed out now ! omg ,bio tau !!! O: Someone told me to read ten year series , i would help . i guess ? okay , i try dat way okeh ! (:
will post longer after exams !!
I dont know if to give up to continue waiting fer you bby ):
10 more daaays~
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11:19 PM
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Tmmrw is my first paper , fer english . Im not that worry abt it , but sway seyhh . We are having Geo and Bio on th same day ! O: WHAT TH ?! haha , now all of us struggling lyke hell ~ hais . :( english gonna be easy, i was lucky to get mr r.john to become my oral teacher !! :B next week is nightmare !! O: EXAM EXAMS EXAMS !!!
Mr haddad went in our class,relief ms neoo . eheheheh , he is so fcuking CUTEE ! with that curly hair of his . && phyllis , he look more cute with hair !! ^^ gaaaaaawd . i cant wait fer my holidaaays . mesti adaaaa band (: can meet hyyym ~
khadijah you know what i meant jyeeah (:
idk if to give up or not , all i know is that i dun wan to regret with my decisions. iloveyou more den anyone else . and i changed fer you . i hope you realise what i hav done fer you . pls forget her , move on with lyfee bby . she treat you as friend , jgn shiok sendiri . yarh its true we wont get what we want in lyfe .You wont get her even if you wait . get it?(:
12 More daays~(:
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11:43 PM
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Nothing much today . woke up , go school . My day today sucks ~ pissed off ngn ridhwan 3t . Keep disturbing me and iman . whatthfcuk laaaa . O:
youuu oh yoouuuu .. i hope all my hardwork is not worthless okehh ? i change fer you , and im sincerely waiting fer you(:
its okaaay , we start of as friends . as loong as you will gimme a chance to love you , i'll try my very best okay bby ? <3
13 more daays ~
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10:11 PM
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Unknown people kept msging me . hais .mls nk lyn uhhh . This how he go, Him : heylow (: boleh kenal2? Me : err , you are? Him : Im ... from bedok south . Me : who gave my number to you ? Him : a frined of mine from tampines sec . Me : Ohh , so you not going to tell ? then too bad , BYE . Him : abeh jual mahal ??
then im so not going to lyn that guy ..ahaahhah . fuck kan , people giving my numbers away . thinking that i will lyn their friends . fuck off~ so on friday went jln rayer with them. Was fun ! ;D many things happened , we even get stuck in th lift !! O: haha , so im not gonna to tell everything .
today , stayed at home . was doing art and fell asleep~ very tirred okehh ! sp meet yanii at night and went popluar to buy stuffs fer art ;D eat at mac and talked2 (:
its getting late now , i have to sleep :(
mum starting to nag , my eyelids are getting heavy .
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10:52 PM
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Today i was very tired , idk why ! O: woke up fer school , my mother was lyke nagging ... -.- She shouted at me .. 'FILZAH ! da pukul enamempatpuluh ! tk tawu bgn pe ? gasak filzah uh ! 'hahahah . funny though~ so took 28 to interchange , then saw hin in th bus ! so we took 67 to school . I was very hungry today , idk why ? so i buy a hotdog roll and a cream puff . so reached school . Went training room to take our breakfast , got bread ! ;Di was lyke so happy ! fisrt period bio , swaaaaay...... ! i was half dead when th next period was mother tongue .. -.-
hahahahah , wei ming steam seyyy . he watch porn in class~
fucking pissed off with that fellow ! tk happy ckp uhh !nabei cheebai . hmpf , tkper . one daay , people will tend to hate you . get away from you , even your dogs biatcch !
hais , yesterday was a disaster O:shud have talked to hym, hais . i wanna turn back th clock !!! ohhh pleaseee ! but , i just know hym for one weeek , come on filzah ! you dunno th inner part of hym ! for goodness sake ! ): went to inter with danial and naufaaal <3